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Just looking at you and smiling a few times a day,
I've told you hundreds of times, "you're the love of my life".
And I've told you, in this corrupt world,
You're the only one my restless mind can trust.

 

Though you thought I'd change my mind about you,
If you felt uneasy I smiled and told you that'd never happen.
In my endlessly wandering, hollow heart
The only place I can rest is in you but

I hate myself for having strayed from you.#
Even today I'm wrapped up in what I'm doing and erasing you from my life,

 

Even though I stray from you, don't you ever stray from me,
Even though I forget about you, don't you forget me,
Even though I drink and don't call,
Even if I briefly meet eyes with another person,
Only look at me.*

 

Tonight you've waited for me 'til the break of day again.
You're talking to me through tears, saying I've changed.
But facing you, my feelings for you are the same as before.
Though I soothe you countless times,

I'm gonna have a hard time without you.

Sometimes I lose my breath just thinking about you

But sometimes you suffocate me (smother me).

In endless fights and an endless sigh
The only place you can rest is in me.

But I hate myself for growing tired of you.
Even today I'm smiling but secretly losing faith.

 

I know I'm being selfish,
But in the time I've been wasting every day, I've become corrupt like this, "baby".
I only want you to stay pure forever.
I want this with my whole heart, this is my faith in you,
Don't leave me 'til the day you die

 

Another day
Without your smile
Another day
Just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me
The time
We spent apart
Will make our love
Grow stronger
But it hurt so bad
I can't take it any longer

 

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die
Lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be
Looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

 

A thousand miles
Between us now
It causes me to
Wonder how
Our love tonight
Remains so strong
It makes our risk
Right all along

 

The time
We spent apart

Will make our love
Grow stronger
But it hurt so bad
I can't take it any longer

 

Things can come and go
I know but
Baby I believe
Something's burning
Strong between us
Makes it clear to me

 

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die
Lying in your arms

 

I'm afraid there's not enough time, I want to hold you
Until your wrinkles have traces of the years
Until I'm sure you're real, until I lose my strength
For you, I'm willing

Even if I can't move, I want to look at you
Until your hair has traces of white snow
Until my vision becomes blurred, until I can't breathe
Let us be as inseparable as body and shadow

Supposing I could let go of the whole world
At least I still have you, deserving me to cherish you
And having you here is a miracle of life
Perhaps I could forget the whole world
I'm just not willing to lose your news
The mole in your palm, I always remember it's there

I'm afraid there's not enough time, I want to hold you
Until your hair has traces of white snow
Until my vision becomes blurred, until I can't breathe
Let us be as inseparable as body and shadow

It's not easy for us, our bodies are not free
I'm afraid time is too fast, I can't see you clearly
I'm afraid time is too slow, I worry day and night that I'll lose you
Wishing that we'll grow old in one night, and never be apart.

I forget when it started,
I don't know why I'm like this,

A day seems so long, and doesn't seem to have a end,
How does another morning come? I don't know.

I can't do anything,
While not doing anything,
I look at the slow time,
Where are you? What are you doing?
Because I only think of one person

I know I shouldn't be doing this,
I know that I can't love you,
My confession will make you go through more pain,
I know, I know

Even though I knew (I knew) I can't do anything (can't)
I can only think of you

If I close my two eyes, or open them again,
I can only think of one person,
The memory I can't erase for one second (Even today)
I just think of you,
I just think of you

I can't do anything,
While not doing anything,
I look at the slow time,
Where are you? What are you doing?
Because I only think of one person

Because I think of that one person

The dandelion next to the fence in primary school
It was a scenery that had flavour in my memory
Taking an afternoon nap, cicada noise comes from the playground
After how many years, it still sounds good

Fold up the dreams into a paper airplane and send it as a letter
Because we can't wait for that meteor
Throwing the coin that decides fate seriously
Yet I don't know where I can go

A promise made when growing up together
It's so clear
I believe it since we made a pinky swear
We said we would go on holiday together
It is nowadays your
Only wilful persistence

In the corridor we stand as punishment and have our hands slapped
Yet we pay attention to the dragonfly by the window
Wherever I go you will follow very closely
Lots of dreams are waiting to done

A promise made when growing up together
It's so sincere
The one time I can't stop chatting to you about
And I already can't tell the difference
Whether you are friendship or love I missed out on